Okay, that last reblog made me think about my goddamn past, and now I’m too emotional. Please, do not read if you find sobbing and self-loathing disgusting. I warned you.
When people ask you to draw something, and you agree because you’re in good moods, and ask what they want…
IDK, something cool.
But my cool is always different from their cool.
I find internal organs (especially intestines and lungs) really cool, so I draw them.
(Before you ask: in childhood anatomy books were my favorite, and I loved to know how exactly human body works, and what’s inside. So yep, woohoo internal organs)
And then I get cringing faces, and disappointed people, but who’s fault it is? You gave me freedom of choice, and I used it.
You have to be extremely precise when asking something from artists, be it a request they offered, or a commission. That is unless you know what artist can do, and trust their taste and imagination.
HEY GUYS, GUESS WHO’S WORK GOT STOLEN AND USED FOR $$$!?
I MEAN SERIOUSLY, IT’S SHITTY LITTLE SKETCH, WHY WOULD ANYONE EVEN THINK IT’S PROFITABLE ASFDGSGDDSA
Wow. My works been stolen before, and used for icons, fanfic covers and other harmless stuff. I was ok with that. But now it’s used for profit, I’m not going to tolerate that.
This might sound offensive, but I gonna say it anyway.
It’s sad and a bit of annoying, to see great artists working with cheapest tablets and low quality traditional art supplies, because they can’t afford anything better, while people who draw badly (or don’t draw at all) have cintiqs and copics (or other cool shit).
When talking about “bad artists” I don’t mean those who learn how to draw :|
My GFX card can’t handle infinite DX
And I looked if it’s a suiting one, and everything seemed to be ok…
Minimal requirements were ATI Radeon HD 3870, maximum is AMD Radeon HD 6950. And I have ATI Radeon HD 5670, and it’s not enough for good graphics quality??? I’m not asking for ULTRA, just good :|
That’s the only complaint I have right now. Story itself is pretty neat, I enjoy listening to Booker’s mumblings… if only I could fully enjoy the views of the city in the sky V____V
P.S. At first texture loaded with delay, later they stopped loading at all D: Even on Booker’s hands.
Seeing Robo-Doggy’s drawing of one of my favorite OC’s (not mine), is an eyeboiling, soulwrecking, brainraping experience. It also surprises me how people commission stuff from her.
Well, here I am again, ranting.
I know what I want to draw. What I ALWAYS wanted to draw.
Stylized pin-ups or tasteful nudity
(not porn tho).
But I can’t, ANATOMY KILLS ME and my drive to do anything.
I fail so badly. Rant rant rant.
I sorta… want to get back into Transformers fandom.
But whenever I go to see what’s in tags
I DON’T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.
Are those jokes, I don’t get them? Who are all these characters? What’s going on??
I doubt I can ever keep up with everything that happens in fandom dahsfdhagfdaghdfasgh
This popped in my head randomly.
Have you ever been in situation, when you really want to be friends with certain person, but you’re just too afraid to
bother talk to them?
There’s a girl on DA, whom I really like and I’d love to be friends with her. She is an interesting person, positive, and seems to be quite friendly.
But I am just too anxious to start conversation with her.
I think after several livestreams of mine, she might think I’m an awkward idiot. Plus, I’m afraid to become an annoyance. And as a quite popular artist, she already has a lot of friends V___V I think I can only be a bothersome to her… So I’m just staying away, looking at her gallery from my dark corner…
… that I still have this terrible urge to draw some Transformers fanart, and haven’t done it yet!
I can’t choose who I want to draaaaw, I like so many of them…
And I’m not going to ask followers or watchers who they want to see, because apparently everyone love characters I dislike most :|
Also MTMTE. I have no idea what it is.