HEY GUYS, GUESS WHO’S WORK GOT STOLEN AND USED FOR $$$!?

I MEAN SERIOUSLY, IT’S SHITTY LITTLE SKETCH, WHY WOULD ANYONE EVEN THINK IT’S PROFITABLE ASFDGSGDDSA

Wow. My works been stolen before, and used for icons, fanfic covers and other harmless stuff. I was ok with that. But now it’s used for profit, I’m not going to tolerate that.

This might sound offensive, but I gonna say it anyway.

It’s sad and a bit of annoying, to see great artists working with cheapest tablets and low quality traditional art supplies, because they can’t afford anything better, while people who draw badly (or don’t draw at all) have cintiqs and copics (or other cool shit).

When talking about “bad artists” I don’t mean those who learn how to draw :|

Nnnnnnnggghhhhh nuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh

My GFX card can’t handle infinite DX

And I looked if it’s a suiting one, and everything seemed to be ok…

Minimal requirements were ATI Radeon HD 3870, maximum is AMD Radeon  HD 6950. And I have ATI Radeon HD 5670, and it’s not enough for good graphics quality??? I’m not asking for ULTRA, just good :|

That’s the only complaint I have right now. Story itself is pretty neat, I enjoy listening to Booker’s mumblings… if only I could fully enjoy the views of the city in the sky V____V

P.S. At first texture loaded with delay, later they stopped loading at all D: Even on Booker’s hands.

OH GOG.

Seeing Robo-Doggy’s drawing of one of my favorite OC’s (not mine), is an eyeboiling, soulwrecking, brainraping experience. It also surprises me how people commission stuff from her.

Well, here I am again, ranting.

Why people on DA keep following me, I barely post anything, and confuse people with changes in interests :|

I have 156 watchers now, woah D:

Okay, for somebody that may seem like a ridiculously small number, BUT I NEVER HAD SO MANY WATCHERS. 

Why. Just… why do you do this to me people, go away :(

I know what I want to draw. What I ALWAYS wanted to draw.

Stylized pin-ups or tasteful nudity (not porn tho).

But I can’t, ANATOMY KILLS ME and my drive to do anything.

I fail so badly. Rant rant rant.

I sorta… want to get back into Transformers fandom.

But whenever I go to see what’s in tags

I DON’T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.

Are those jokes, I don’t get them? Who are all these characters? What’s going on??

I doubt I can ever keep up with everything that happens in fandom dahsfdhagfdaghdfasgh

This popped in my head randomly.

Have you ever been in situation, when you really want to be friends with certain person, but you’re just too afraid to bother talk to them?

There’s a girl on DA, whom I really like and I’d love to be friends with her. She is an interesting person, positive, and seems to be quite friendly.

But I am just too anxious to start conversation with her.

I think after several livestreams of mine, she might think I’m an awkward idiot. Plus, I’m afraid to become an annoyance. And as a quite popular artist, she already has a lot of friends V___V I think I can only be a bothersome to her… So I’m just staying away, looking at her gallery from my dark corner…

… that I still have this terrible urge to draw some Transformers fanart, and haven’t done it yet!

I can’t choose who I want to draaaaw, I like so many of them…

And I’m not going to ask followers or watchers who they want to see, because apparently everyone love characters I dislike most :|

Also MTMTE. I have no idea what it is.

jenkristofu:

I DON’T LIKE THIS AT ALL ;__: I want u back, old Tumblr…

I actually like changes, stop complaining like a hoard of DA kids

I have this idea for big TF fanart, but I don’t have skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiills to draw it.

Also, if I ever draw it, I expect to be hit by hate-train >:D

Oh gosh, I’m in TFOC territory  of DA again. I blame my curiosity who the heck still adds me to watch!?, and habit to check EVERY person’s gallery and faves. GDI DA HABITS.

And I stumbled upon some pics of BloodyChaser’s and Jinosan’s OCs.

Wow there were times when I admired these two, liked their characters. But now all their TF’s are cutey-neko-chibis :I It’s just so weird. I thought these guys had some serious potential, that they can be really cool mecha artists if they practice some more.

Looks like they feel a lot better in their comfort-zones.

What a pity :(

azyo-arts:

“Reaction” for some thoughts.

There’s no such website that would ruin my mood more than facebook.

Every time I log in, I see tons of depressive photos, baby photos,shots from some chaotic drunkard parties, really bad jokes about woman discrimination/male domination/other sexist bullshit.Not to mention it’s full of weird people.

The worst thing about it - I can’t delete my account, because I have job at company which is working with facebook, and I have to do this daily like/share routine.

Oh dear, I know mentioned it before - but last time I seriously RP’d was about 3-4 years ago. I thought I’d try to do it again, since I remember roleplays as a very entertaining thing…

So, some time ago me and Ham decided to give it a try.

We supposed to be roleplyaing smut, but ended up making our characters completely OOC, and talked about racial differences and importance of traditions in modern society.

I AM THE WORST RP PARTNER EVER.

I have no idea why am I still doing it…

Ahem, I sketched another page of that Transformers fancomic-whatever-thing I was doing A LONG WHILE AGO. That means I already have 17 pages sketched, and from them only two are done. And you’ve seen them.

I kinda want to finish it,but on the other hand - not really.

The fear that I might make other peoples’ characters completely OOC, makes me want to remove them from story, and put random one-time-use “characters” in their places. And this might offend some of the folks… ehhhhh…

Another thing that bugs me - the artist I admire and highly respect, added me to devwatch because I was drawing her friend’s character, but as soon as I stopped, he/she unwatched me :| It’s understandable that people hang out in some galleries because there is something of their interest. But when that artist left, I felt empty :|

This comic-thing is so forced right now, you can’t even imagine.

That all is a gibberish of a tired brain. Sorry.

It’s too late here, i probably should go to sleep.